KASA FRESHMAN DANCE OFF

WINNERS BITCH! better videos on facebook though



so, when they announce 2nd place to irvine, you see a group of people jumping up and down cheering. You may think its irvine... but it was actually LA because we KNEW we got first place once we found out irvine got 2nd. Then they zoom up on irvines face and you can see the dissapointment. i feel bad. hahaha BUT SHIIIIETT WE WON.


anyways, let me just be gay for a minute and reflect on my experience with kasa danceoff yaheard? okay, the only reason i basically decided to do this was because
1. i wanted to meet new people
2. i wanted to have fun
3. all my friends were pressuring me to do it

but..
1. there was a lot of drama that came along with this (we're korean.. DUH)
2. practices were NOT fun.. they went from 7pm to 5am... 7days a week.. most of the time
3. i was failing my midterms

nevertheless, i must say that going up to perform for those small 5 minutes, whether you were in the front middle or back, was probably the best 5 minutes I experienced in a long time. the adrenaline went POP POP POP. I can't even explain how it felt. YES AS GAY AS THAT SOUNDS.. IT WAS STILL FUCKING AMAZING. i hated the practices.. forreals. I woke up every morning to some kind of bruise, some muscle pulled or just could not get out of bed the next morning.. or afternoon. I could not make it to many of my classes and therefore failed my stupid fucking useless earthquakes midterm. I woke up everyday knowing that it was just another day of tiring practices. i hated it. There was a lot of animosity that filled the kasa atmosphere as well. DRAMA. GOSSIP. JEALOUSY. BITTERNESS. WHATEVER. many people in kasa got on my nerves whether it was cause they were bitches, annoying as fuck or i was just annoyed of seeing the same people every single day 10 hours a day. I hated kasa so much and there were so many times i just wanted to give up and quit even during the last week after all that work and finished formations. That wouldve been sucha bitch move. haha. But I didnt. ANd i cant explain to you how much I do not regret not quitting. does that make sense? yeah. well, it wasn't even about winning. Just going up on stage was the most amazing feeling EVER. it was CUUHHHRAZZYYYYYY!!!!!!! holy shiiiiitttttt. AND ON TOP OF THAT... BEATING IRVINE, GETTING FIRST PLACE AFTER IRVINE HAD THE TROPHY FOR 3 LONG YEARS, TAKING 1ST PLACE BACK, WAS SHSDIFUKJSDFKSDH! after being hated on by so many schools during the preparty and after hearing people talk so much shit about our set, WE SHOWED THOSE BITCHESS WSUPPPPPP. LOL hdiuasdkjasd woooh i don tknow what im saying.. its 3am... im nocturnal.. but yet delirious. but yeah, point is.. after a long ass essay here.. i dont regret danceoff at all. its a love hate relationship. and i must admit.. i didnt really like the people in danceoff in the beginning.. but i miss them. i wont admit that i love everyone.. but im going to admit that i miss kasa danceoff team and lot 4. BUT FUCK THAT.. CAUSE WE'RE PERFORMING AT KOLLABORATION BITCHHHHH!! AND i get to see those annoying fuckers later -_- hahah jk. <3 YAY TO FIRST PLACE :)

okay time to study ahead for finals! GOING HOME THIS WEEK IM SO EXCITED !!!!!!!